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Clarins Truly matte spot blemish control review

2012-01-30T01:19:00.003+08:00

So... i figured i should try out something to get rid of the spots on my face.
i just don't fancy going for facial treatment sessions at the moment.
And so i tried to put faith in Clarins once again by purchasing their Spot Blemish roll on applicator.

It came in 2 5ml bottles. (it's smaller than i expected)
the sales person told me that one is for at home usage while the other is supposed to be in your handbag for touch up purposes.
it can be worn under or over make up.
and as you can see, the roll on applicator makes it all convenient.
the bottle is metal like - not glass, not plastic. it reminds me of test tubes. hehe.

okay. it has a cooling feeling as i applied it on the areas of my face that needs it.
it dries fast - as the main ingredient in it is alcohol.
it leaves a non sticky feeling which i like and that means it lives up to what they claim - trully matte.
as for the smell, it smells like a mixture of light powdery, flowery, fresh, and with a touch of medicated notes(not those herbal fragrance but like those you get to smell in hospitals or clinics)

i will post an update on how it reacts to my skin.
whether there is any improvements whatsoever. :)
so this is Day 1 of the treatment.
i shall use it as frequent as i could. :)

Awesome dream?

2012-01-24T11:41:00.001+08:00

Okay. So i had this dream which makes it sound like im desperate to have a boyfriend but IM ACTUALLY NOT. Lets make that clear.

But whatever it is, it sounds and feels so real. And kinda random- the people. I can say it is a lucid dream cause i get to decide to control my mind and doings.

Without further a due, lets begin the strory telling shall we?

Okay.. so from what i can understand, it is a matching up date set up by SIDDIQ(i have no idea why it was him and not anyone else. It has been a long time since i met him and i totally lost connection wit him seh).

I was seating it a restaurant. I guess it is a fushion restaurant cause my 'boyfriend' is eating something like a burger while im eating a type of chicken dish with some gravy all over. He was seating opposite of me and i was eating with my parents.(that is e illogical part. If i were to attend a set up date, I WOULDNT EVEN BRING MY PARENTS ALONG CAUSE IT IS SO EMBARRASING. HAHA but who knows eh) his face looks like a mix of my tutor partner's brother plus that malay chef i've seen on tv. Sounds like a mix of them as well.

As we were meeting for the first time, i dont know whether i should make e first move. So i texted siddiq to cfm whether that person i saw was the one he is introducing to me. So it turns out to be yes. Siddiq replied something like ' yeah that is him. Wait i go tell him you re there already'. And i passed the msg to mum who was seating accross me. I was sitting with my mom and dad at that time. My dad said something like 'eh that is the guy right? He is leaving.'

I turned around and saw him smilling while looking into his phone and leaves his seat. I was sad that he is leaving cause i didnt get the chance to say hi or have an eye contact. Then my dad told me. '. Hey. Over there.* pointing something behind me*'i turned around my back and there he was. He said hi and wave to me. Hehe. I said hi as well. The table had only 3 seats and so my dad offered his and move on to my siblings table. He sat down with us. He appears to be a very down to earth person? He didn't salam my parents though. Or maybe Tk sempat cause when We were about to start our conversation, i woke up and realise i missed suboh. == so.. cfm this is syaitan's work. And it dont really mean anything. Plus i slept late ytd night so i figured i need some extra sleep.

I dreamt again. This time i was at a wedding. My wedding. With him. I felt so happy and grateful. I believe it was at a neighbourhood multi purpose hall. A big one. Which is usually available at those olden hdb blocks. In my mind, i usually want my wedding to be as simple as ever but this was grand. And he performed for me. Which is so sweet. Hehe. Okay. So i begin to dont like it as it seemed to be a party and that is when i woke up. Smiling.

update on clarins and some other stuffs

2012-01-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

well, forget about the previous post. it is just me being sellfish. what to do.. moodswing uh. :P
putting that matters aside, i would like to dedicate this post about my forever problematic skin. haha.

it has almost been a month since i started using clarins. yes. time flies by so fast!
it doesn't really make my skin better actually. not to the point where it is obvious.
it reduces the bumps on my face.
my spots or should i say scars (haha) is still there.
the only thing that i dislike is that it does not prevent pimples from popping out and makes my skin more oily than usual! >:( it is an irony because the facial cleanser is meant for oily skin in nature. :(

and so i thought i need to get an exfoliator. and so i just grabbed a product from St Ives for reducing blackheads and blemishes. wah. i'm telling you. the exfoliating beads are awesome! the texture.. the smell not that bad. but still in overall, it's an OK exfolliator. not much difference from all other exfoliators i used before. i only used it for fun. cause the feeling of those beads scrubbing on your skin is just... satisfying? haha. i have no clue on what word to use. :P

i'm just going to endure and finish the product asap. afterwards, i shall switch brands to perhaps Fancl? i dunno... i need reccommendations. i go with Clarins is due to my aunt's reccommendation. haha.

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i feel like i'm secluding myself from the community.
at first i thought to myself, this is no good.
but then again i figured out that i need this personal being alone time.
that's the time where i can love and enjoy myself.
putting those schoolworks aside and focusing on doing things that makes me happy.
and i've been sleeping late for these few days. not just because of school work but also because i dun want the night to end. haha.

mom gave the green light for me to buy books. so long as i will read them. GOSH.
it has been a long time since i did some readings.
and i just found another favourite.
i'm glad my dad bought that book ages ago.
it really relates to me.
title: How to be a Happy teenager.
author: i forgotten. :x
as cliche as it sounds, it really does opened my eyes a bit.
next book, 'miny shopaholic' by sophie kinsella.
the shopaholic books series written by her are so good to read!
it's humour + reality + entertainment
^^v

CNY coming up. i planned to spend it to the fullest.
beginning with baking those marshmallow crispies that i've been planning to do since last year!
hmmm. and then engross myself with books. after reading mini shopaholic, i wish to get the first book of the hunger games. another fantasy book. but i like it. i love dreaming. that's why sometimes i prefer to be in my own world. but it has side effects. haha. cause you won't get to be in that world. OH! i also wanna spend time learning to this song on guitar:

I LOVE THIS SONG. maybe i should post covers on those songs that i've already mastered. ^^ so in the future when i take a look back in my blogger, i would go "Hey! i know how to play that song? gosh! "

i guess that's all for the updates.
see you the next time.
i should start searching for a new blog template.
^^v

:( hate this feeling

2012-01-12T20:35:00.004+08:00

is there anyone who i can turn to to blurt out everything when i'm having trouble or feeling down without irritating them or make them feel uncomfortable? no one. i guess there's none. not even my mom. cause she's been very tired nowadays. having a conversation with her isn't the same as before. my sisters? well, they are too young to understand my problems. my friends? well, i'm just scared that i'll bother them or something like that. my dad? i'm not comfortable talking to him with all these stuffs. :( haish.

so where else to turn to? BLOGGER. you are always there for me. i can pen down my thoughts and you would always take it. always listening.

i'm just feeling down nowadays. i just got my marketing marks. i got a C. ONE BLOODY MARK TO B. if only i can get a half mark more. for my efma project, i got a C. it's not a good score mind you. as for supply chain, 2mrw i will get to know about it. CAN I SKIP CLASS AND LET SOMEONE TELL ME THE SCORE. i super no mood to face another ugly grade. my aim is to get a B.

i want school to end quickly so i can get back home early. but once i reached home, i'll stone and slack doing nothing before i start my work.

i wanna bake and cook but i don't like to do it if i don't get a sincere ans from mom. whenever i ask her for permission, she'll reply, "well, i'm very tired so your mess you clean it up." sounds perfectly alright don't you think so? but the thing is, once i clean wrongly or not up to her standards, i bet she's going to shoot up like fireworks in front of me. and i hate it. it is not like i anyhow clean/ do. i will clean it as best as i could but somehow or rather something is amiss. the kitchen is her palace you see.

and my health condition make me worried. haish. after weeks using clarins, my face seemed brighter but my spots got worsen. it became clearer.pimples still popping out after one another. and not even a single blemish goes away. :( mom said it is like that. sometimes they will make everything pop out and then you'll see your face getting better. i don't use make up as much as before. i let the world see my bare face. but after getting opinions or comments from people around, it's all negative. :( make my self confidence go down only.

why can't my hormones balance soon? or at least don't be so imbalance. i just got the feeling that it's gotta do with my hormones. and or maybe my diet. but still. haish. i don't know what else to buy for lunch, dinner when i'm outside.

i need to exercise. tennis is over for me. and i need someone to cheer me up for my grades. what if i put my hardest effort in it but the marks i got isn't what i wanted/ expected? haish.

for today, i only ate cheesy fries - another unhealthy option. why? cause there's no time for lunch and i thought there's going to be fish at home for dinner but it turn out to be something i don't favor. why oh why am i born to be a picky eater. i envy my dad who don't care and just eat whatever there is. haish. i'm too pampered already. but i just can't force myself to eat what i don't want. it will be a torture to myself.

and i find myself rather lonely nowadays. maybe it is just me. or maybe it is not. hmmm . i'm not working during the weekends anymore so i can't treat myself like i used to last year. need to control my spending. i can't always eat luxury food anymore.

well, look at me talking rubbish. haha. i just feel that this house seperates my family more and more. well to be precise, seperating me myself from them. haish.
that's all. i have marketing report to edit. looks like what i did is wrong. haish. another downfall.

well, all this is a test from god. there's always the sun behind every dark cloud.

2012! another year of happenings

2011-12-31T23:13:00.002+08:00

how do we end 2011?
by atending cik kamal's wedding. haha
it is the first time i am involved in such a holy ceremony where the couple is announced as husband and wife. ^^v kak farha is so beautiful! i wonder how my wedding ceremony is going to be like. more over, i wonder WHO will be the one. hehe. :)

well, i thought i jotted down my resolutions in my blog but i think it's in my diary. oh wells.
FOR THE UPCOMING new year 2012. my resolution is:

1.) to do my best for my studies
2.) get a driving license by the end of the year ( im not so sure whether it is possible since i haven't even sign up for a place!)
3.) cut down on my fast food intakes! that's a must!
4.) pray and pray that my condition gets better
5.) find happiness in my life

it has been a week since i used clarins.
it works better than my other cleansers definitely. there's less bumps on my face.
but still, it didn't completely remove all the bumps on my face. haha.
cause firstly, my food intake. GOSH. oily and salty and CHOCOLATES esp for the new year.
hahaaa.
hopefully it will get better soon.
i wonder what time i'll sleep today.
nobody's taking care of the lunch reception downstairs. :( well, only my dad and my sisters. plus cik kamal who will be reaching at about 1am but tell me, how long seh they can stay up all night.
with the silence and cool environment, i think i can BAPP on my bed anytime soon.
but i have my projects to complete. hmmm

oh! and nurul will be leaving on monday. :( cannot go for a 2nd trip swimming till the weekends.. haha. that is if i am not working.. ^^v

Mom what's wrong with you?

2011-12-29T02:18:00.001+08:00

Haish. Sometimes it is diff to undstnd mom. Kejap kasi green light. But then again it turns to a red light all of a sudden.

No wonder aba gets frustrated over her at times. Lemme me explain.

The kitchen is her palace. The terms and conditions changes without prior notice. For a moment she may be supporting me to cook or bake something but a sec later, who knows she will disagree to it. Haish.

Every time when i got the mood to bake or cook something, i have to ask permission from her first. That's mandatory. next if she is 50-50 with my request, she will go silent. If she objects, she will give the excuse that i will never clean up the mess in the kitchen so if i wanna proceed on, i jolly well make the place sparkling clean after use.

Okay. Of course i have to clean it bla bla bla. But here is the thing. My cleaning standards will never meet hers. NEVER.

Everytime i tried to make myself usefull in cleaning, she will always pinpoint out the mistakes. You know the feeling of studying bloody hard for a math paper N you still got careless mistakes in the end? Well, that is how i felt. But this time it is not due to careless mistakes. I did my best. And it was totally unacceptable. Now i undstnd my dad's feelings. And one more thing, she won't teach you the proper way nicely, but through scolding or nagging i should say. Only at times when her mood is good, she will deliver the msg nicely. Haish. How to pass like that?

Recently, i bought a wiper mop for our new house. It is supposed to pick up dusts Nd gets rid of stickiness. Well it really does work. I used it every week for my room. I thought it would be useful for my mom as well and assembling it is no hassle at all. Sadly, she still trust cleaning with her own bare hands and used kitchen tissue papers and damp cloth to wipe the floors. Kuno style! Saddening. Makes me feel like my effort goes down the drain.

Okay. Back to about the kitchen. It is not that i dont wanna clean up. It is just that our cleaning styles are diff. Hers is that she would clean up everything after baking or cooking. She dont mind the cooked food getting cold or even gets finished by us. My style is that i will enjoy my cooked food first and do the clean up later. Is there anything wrong with that? I dont eat for half a day. More or less i will take up 2 hours maximum. In the end, because she can't wait for me, most of the time she'll clean it up. I like so enthu to clean up my own mess but it's done already. Some of you would think it's great but to me it's not cause she'll keep using that same excuse the next time. I hope you got what I meant readers. Haha

Haish. I dont know how to gain her trust. I wanna have my own kitchen so i can do whatever i like. >< i hope that i would settle down early, be a housewife, get my own house, my own kitchen, and do whatever i want without complying to my mom's strict rules and regulations. :/

I cant even make some marshmallow crispies that only requires one pot, and some cupcakes paper cups. It is that simple and yet she still didnt trusts me. Haish. Im getting annoyed, frustrated and irritated that i didnt get to end 2011 well. Hummp. >:( I already cannot go watch movies cause I'm short of cash. Shoppin? Don't even mention it. It's worthless. The only holiday I can find is cooking/ baking. But sadly I can't. :'( what a 'great' holiday.

We are officially staying in woodlands crescent as of 241211

2011-12-24T23:26:00.005+08:00

Hey readers.
So today is the official date where we are completely moved in to our new house.
This means there is no turning back. We can't go in our old house.
TEARS!

let's hear some updates shall we?

school's starting in about a weeks time.
nurul's posted to Singapore sports school.
it is kinda weird as previously, when farhana was on the verge of entering sports school, i was kinda worried for her but this time, i'm just going with the flow.
well, i guess i have confidence in her that she would do well. insyaallah.
prove to people that you are diff nurul!

i can't wait to start baking/ cooking in our new kitchen.
i already have a couple of recipes lined up.
and i can't wait to invite my friends over as well.

mom has been kinda cranking these days.
perhaps she is tired from all the cleaning work she has to do.
but seriously, mom and dad can fight over the smallest matter and sometimes, due to a small miscommunication, it became a big hu ha.
or is it coming from old age?
but mom is only 43 years old!

the new house has been very silent.
i meant once we are busy with our own stuffs in our room, the living room can be so quiet if the tv is not switch on. well, we want more space so there we have it!
my aunt said if it is too silent, go and make some noise.
and that is exactly what i did most of the time, making random screaming as i stroll across the living room.

i'm tempted to purchase more and more items from gmarket ever since i gotten my own debit card. haha.
you know why? because they may have some unique items selling at affordable prices! esp if there's promotion going on, and you see something that you like, better grab it fast before everything is gone! haha..
recently purchased a portable charger for my phone and a macbook air designed mirror for sis.
hopefully it looks the same as the pictures..
i'm having trouble with my face condition. despite going for a higher end brand than what i usually go for (skin food, the face shop, etude house), my face is still the same. actually, i think it gotten worst as the pimples i'm having now can be easily squeezed out.
okay. i sounded kind of gross but yeah that's what pissing me off.
and so another aunt of mine recommended clarins as she is using it.
when my mom gave me the green light to go and get one, i was like, "are you freaking serious? it may cost a bomb."
but judging from the comments i received from mom about my face, i rather follow whatever she says so she could stop from hurting my heart. :( it is hard dealing with a skin troubled face.
and so i went to taka with julia to grab one facial cleansers, hoping ttm that it would work or at least works better than my previous cleansers.
after 3 days of using it, my face feels less bumpier but the feeling of oiliness comes back.
we will see how after a few weeks time.
after all, it should produce some changes as it costs me $42!

recently, i went on a cycling trip to ubin with axe and the 5 bros.
it was awesome and torturing at the same time.
let me explain.
firstly, i have to wake up at 5am to get ready.
then we have to wait a few hours for jun to get ready. haha. as always he overslept. but i'm fine with it as i got to enjoy the morning air which i usually don't have the chance to.
After round 1 of cycling, i feel like giving up as my muscles were screaming in pain.
mind you, i haven't exercise for a few months already. :x
but as the saying goes, "no pain, no gain" .
i stil wanna explore the other part of ubin. i've never explore ubin before so this is a great chance.
we came upon some beautiful places and it is worth the trip.
we spent the whole day there and went for dinner before heading back home.
by the time i reached home, my muscles gave way. i can't stand up without screaming in pain.
i can't even bend my legs.
it felt like as if my thigh muscles were torn and overstretch.
and so i have to do my isyak prayers on a chair. i prayed to Allah to give me strength to face 2mrw as i have a project meeting to attend to.
furthermore, from my past experience, the real pain comes in the following day or so and i'm kinda worried and scared.
miraculously, when i woke up the next morning, there's no pain.
i can still feel my legs wobbly a bit when i got off the bed but after showering, i'm back to my own self.
ALLHAMDULLILAH. i didn't put any heat patches etc on the previous night. neither did i drink more water than usual. i just go to bed and BAP. zzZZ
i'm so grateful for that night.

i want more leisure time for this holiday. :(
till then. my hands are tired now after typing out this long post.. GOODNIGHT whoever is reading this! (i think there's no one visiting this blog of mine except for the spammers on my cbox. :x)

WE MOVED IN

2011-12-18T12:19:00.003+08:00

yessa... we managed to move into our new house successfully.

well, my dad's the one who's kiasu and wanted to move house within 2 days.

he employed some of his bangla workers to help us move around our items.

eventually, one of his workers met with an accident with his toe when moving around my parent's furniture. haish.

it looks like one of the wooden planks hit his toe.

Luckily it is not that bad. just need some stitch.moving on..

the new house's air environment seemed much more cooler than our previous house.

and not to mention dark and gloomy because ours was located at the corner of the building where not much sunlight comes in.we used to shout across the rooms when we wanna called out to somebody but now, we have to shout LOUDER.

my bedroom was located right at the corner of the house as well.dad installed air cons in our bedrooms. suuweet.

but since nowadays it has been raining all day long, there's no need to use much yet. haha.

i wished we could stop spending as it is quite scary to see the money decreasing

i'm not saying that the items we bought are of our wants. (well, only some like laptop and air con haha) it is just that it is scary to know that thousands are gone with a blink of the eye. oh wells.

i think when the school starts everything's going to be alright.

our block is super near the cark park as well which is like heaven for my dad. haha.and it is near admiralty mrt and woodlands mart(kinda).

since the kitchen is not ready yet, we have to dabao food most of the time. :/ getting sick and tired of dabaoing.

i wanna start to cook and bake! that's one of the thing's i'm looking forward to do on my term break. :( soon.. soon it will be ready.

practically, every item in my bedroom are new. from the study table to the bed, everything, now i have a better study environment as once my bedroom doors are closed, i can't even hear the tv sound coming from the living room. ^^v

but looking back to my old house, i kinda miss it a lot. it has gotta do with memories.

that's the place where my sister was born.

it is were i have my first crush. (when i was very young at that time!)

it is where my school memories lived there.

the neighbourhood.not to forget my awesome neighbours. (the neighbours here are hardly to meet! i guess they're busy with their career lives. as my block is executive and mansionate, most of them from their dressing have their own career lives)

and many more that's left unspoken.

but on the brighter side, i'm closer to axe and her bros! haha.once everything is complete, i can't wait to invite people to my house as that is what i missed in my previous house.

till the next time readers. i'm off to get my prata for lunch. yes. LUNCH. cause the weather's so wonderful to sleep in! haha

Update end year 2011

2011-11-02T01:36:00.001+08:00

Let's see.. well yes we are going to shift houses somewhere in the middle of december where hopefully if everything goes well, the renovation would be completed.

There are some changes though in terms of the decorative items we wished to buy. The only thing i cant't wait for is our brand new toilets. I can almost pic it in my mind.. the floor tiles, design is all as what i dreamt. I decided to keep the girls room simple and having less things around the room so as to have some space. I dislike cramped rooms so yeah. And oh! We girls will get to sleep on a new bed...

The kitchen was renovated in the end. Now i can invite my friends to bake or cook something!! The problem we are tackling now is the laundry. There isnt much space that has direct sunlight as what we have now in our current home.. well, that we need to have a solution soon..

I am still addicted to eating ice cubes. It has become a habit for me. Previously it was purely due to the cravings i had but now, as long as there is ice in my cup of drink, i will tend to eat it up. :/

And my condition is getting worse instead of better. Meeting the doc after what it seems to be six months 2mrw. I wanted them to do something and cure this problem but at the same time i am scared and kinda ashame to cooperate with them? I know we shouldnt be ashame of all these things but i donno... It just natural of us humans to feel as such. Im hoping and praying for good news. At least more good news than the bad...

And i have the current addiction of shopping every single week on something. I sounded like a rich ' tai tai' but honestly, the money came from my weekly tuition job which ain't a lot as i'm working under an organization. But for this week, i am going to challenge myself not to. It is the middle of the week and i think i can succeed. Lol.

My laptops giving me trouble.. i feel like throwing in over the window. It lags all the time and most of all not responding to my actions. It took bloody 20min for an internet window explorer window to pop up. Dont even get me started on opening mozilla.

Well im off to sleep as i have 9 am class the next morning and a couple of other things i have to attend to. Till the next time. Tattaaaaaa. (^.^)

I'm getting fatter. In the belly

2011-07-28T23:11:00.001+08:00

I'm not so sure whether I should be saying this but since this is a blog, why not I share my experience to those who are interested.

After trying on my formal tops which I haven't worn for like about 6 months ago, I realised that my tummy has grown.. mainly cause of fat.

Schooling in polytechnic erases my weekly exercise routine. Eventhough I joined tennis, I can't play as much as I wanted to because firstly, my coach ain't that free to train us more than once a week and secondly, there's no company..

I've been indulging on fast foods and junk foods lately.. I haven't played tennis for 2 weeks aka didn't exercise at all. The worst thing is that I can't play tennis as much as I wanted to for the next 4 weeks or so cause fasting month is coming.

The thing I'm frustrated about is that presentations and interview is next week and I can't fit into my clothes anymore. :/ looks like the hole's in my wallet's getting bigger...

And I need some inspiration to exercise.. ==

New house! CONFIRM

2011-07-25T02:37:00.001+08:00

FINALLY closed a deal somewhere near admiralty mrt station... It's a walking distance and usually there's night market happening there...

One thing I'm happy is The space. It's similar to my current house but slightly bigger in the living room. Plus, I'm going to have a bathroom of my own! And I can get to redecorate the whole room with a new fresh coat of paint and furnitures... Woots!

Have been viewing various executive houses from marsiling to sembahwang but still, woodlands area are the biggest.

There's a bathtub in the toilet... So I can get to feel how it's like to soak myself in soapy water...

The downside? It's at the 2nd level and the dustbin... I dunno... I wonder will it choked up if the people throw a lot of rubbish and smell.. but still, we can just close the door...

Overall I'm satisfied with the house. There's not much changes to be made.. the price is still high compared to the average.. but after seeing the others, we might as well choose this. We pay extra for not having to do much renovation.. just the basics will do...

Hopefully this new environment will be better. The neighbours I have now are fantastic... I hoped it would be the same after we moved..

My tiny little room.

2011-07-20T00:10:00.001+08:00

Mom was right. 1 adult, 1 young adult, and another kiddo sleeping on a 2 single bed joined together is indeed crampy. It's like we're fighting for a space.

Now I wished that we could find a suitable unit soon so I can influence my mom to get me a new proper bed.

It's either a bigger bed for us 3 or a new single bed for me.. haish.

Serve me right for buying that super high bed in the first place.

Acne, housing, and other stuffs.

2011-07-05T17:16:00.001+08:00

It's frustrating when one zit's gone and another one appears. Haish. Tried various creams but to no avail. K. Pushing that gross factor aside, nurul's going singapore sports school via DSA.

my wish for her is to stop giving white lies to everyone and of course do well in whatever she's best in. It's a boarding school so she has to stay over. I think those that'll be affected most is farhana and mom. Lol. It's a good experience for them anyway...

It's confirmed that we're gonna move house. Lots of reasons why we're going to... But we ain't moving faraway. Marsiling or perhaps woodlands area is our choice. Going to miss this lively neighborhood of mine. From my childish days of playing 'tag you're it!' to my polytechnic days where I simply slack around. Kidding bout the Slacking part. Hahaaaaaaaa. Lots of memories.. lots... But I ain't goin to forget them. If possible I wanna make an album out of it. Lol.

Hmmm. What else... Oh. Family... I wonder how this year's hari raya gonna be like. With my aunt separating from us cause of her weird attitude, I don't think there's much excitement. Haish.. problems can't seemed to get out of our lifes eh? Haha.

School's boring. But hey. That's what I chose. So I can't run away from it. Hehe

I think that's all to sum this life of mine till now...

Tata. ;)

June holiday 2011

2011-06-10T23:34:00.001+08:00

Dad got some extra KACHING and decided to have a mini holiday in singapore. So... We had a family Chalet and coming up 2mrw, a trip to universal studios.

I know it's a bad timing as it's during the June holidays but it can't be helped. My schedule ain't the same as the rest anymore. I just got to know that for the whole of this year I only have 2weeks off. Hopefully I heard wrongly. Haha. :x

I decided not to blog about my trip here cause it would be super lengthy and so I'll let the pictures do the talking. Everything's in facebook.^^

Adobe css 5.5 launch roadshow

2011-05-28T00:38:00.001+08:00

What a way to kick us out from class just so you can attend SBM's graduation ceremony. Yes. That's for you teachers.

The whole class have to attend this talk about Adobe. As interesting as it seems, it's only useful if you have those softwares in your hands.

To be frank. There's nothing that can be put into good use for our project Through this talk. The only thing worth learning from this event is how well they managed to deliver their presentation and... How well the event ,,,is managed.

At least, I went home wit a $10 starbucks voucher. Turns out majority of us were the top 300 people to register... ==

So what did we do most of the time there you may ask. The answer is simple, SLEEP and perhaps DAYDREAMING. I'm not kidding.

Over all, the talk is fantastic. Very good and useful for those customers, businessmen, or even potential customers. But I don't think this IS for us, unless one of us intends to purchase it.

Besides the useless talk, there's lucky draw prizes given out to the audience. YES. One of our mate won! And it's the ADOBE CREATIVE SUIT that's worth over 2K SGD! His lucky stars bar seemed to be the fullest today. Hahaaaaaaaa.

Above all, we had a lovely pizza meal after it and spent almost the whole day at city hall area.. :)

the blogger returns! haaha

2011-05-26T17:31:00.004+08:00

YO! it has been ages since i update about my life here. omg. haha.
well, since i have nothing else to do, might as well spend some time filling up the space here.

things have been going well and worst at the same time. there's no smooth sailing in life. there's always something attacking you as you go forward..

for health wise, it's getting weirder every passing day. still haven't find a cure yet and i hope it won't deteriorate. :/

putting the bad news aside, thanks to god everything's running smoothly for my family, but not on my mom's side. haish. super long story to tell. but i'm glad i met my long lost uncle at vivo that day. i was shopping for my usual girly stuffs when my sister said that he was seen shopping for some croc shoes.. he's the same as always. maintaining his looks. haha. too bad i wasn't a 13 year old kid anymore. or else i'll run up straight to him just to say HI. :x

dad has been working super hard to get some extra $$$ for us to have a wonderful june holiday. i'm hoping everything goes well for us and YOU who's reading this. love you dad. <3

now it's year 2 in nyp. currently undergoing TEP attachment. it was 'AWESOME'.
it was so awesome that i don't have to worry about school work whenever i got home cause there's time to think about it at school.
it was so awesome that i only have to bring a small bag every school day cause there's no books needed.
it was so awesome that it made my group worried so much about our grades we're going to get cause the rest of our classmates are working like hell and we're simply slacking in the comp lab with a choc bar on my hand and going through facebook. ==
but that doesn't meant we're not working hard! we are but... okae. you know what, it's another long story. so forget about wanting to know about it here. :P

what else is there to update about? hmmm. OH. i need to find some free time and WORK. i wanna shop so badly again. hahaaaaaa.

till then, we shall see when's the next time i update my blog. ^^ don't forget to leave me a msg in my cbox after visiting! i know it's unimportant but hey, i'm sure you have loads of free time over there to the point you bothered reading my post. so why not say 'HELLO'. HAHA. k. i'm getting demanding. CIAOOO.

SWEET 17

2010-11-26T21:04:00.008+08:00

*WARNING* it's gonna be a long post!

it's not even my birthday yet but these lovely people gave me the time of my life!

my sisters...

shermane & regina...

val, jena, kim mee, jaslyn, hui jun, julia, li jun...

Sq, Kenji, Jian Liang, Siddiq (sry man, i misspelled ur name. HEHE), SuFIAN, AXE, Akmal, Rachel, Brandon...

my mom & dad...

Cik Cipoot, Cik Kamal,...

Fbians... (haha)

i still rmbered how i spent my birthday day last year.

it was all moody and lifeless.

but this year was different..

i really love every present i received. actually, it's not the presents i cared the most. it's the care that all of you showed. :)

the body shop gifts - i'm loving it...

haha. it's funny when one of you told me the story of how you signed this in the toilet. haha!

from mommy. i love you. :D

my sist - farhana wrote this. she's such a joker at times. haha

i can't believe she did this. haha. i love it. mom said she took 6 hours to do it. each for me and another one for my sister.

and not to forget STITCH! AHHHH. pinching in now. it's so fluffy and chubby. wakakaaaa...

accompanied with a small choc cupcake, you all nearly made me cry. (po

sitive crying ofcourse)

i'm not exaggerating. it's just a wonderful day to me. it's like u know, the feeling of seeing a double rainbow right before your eyes!

as for the big day itself (27 November), I slacked at home after my tennis training. spent 3 hours replying to all your fb wishes. (don't get me wrong. i love replying to you! ^^) and finally, all these cool guys came (Sq, Kenji, Jian Liang, Siddiq, SuFIAN, AXE, Akmal, Rachel, Brandon) and we had a mini gathering over my house while my parents and sisters were out. haha. It was so much fun! and i really do love the 'birthday cake' haha! i hope we can continue this lively friendship of ours. <3>

THANKS for the BEAUTIFUL notebook.

and those DELICIOUS COOKIES baked by rach.

after what i thought would be the end of the day, my sist called and told me to get ready to go ECP. i was like WHAT?! it's nearly 12am!! but still, i just went along with it. cause i can get to see tiara and iman! they wonderful. I'll let the pics to da talking. ;)

my first ever ice cream cake. IT'S DELICIOUS OMG. and we had fun playing with the dry ice. :x

me (27th nov) & nurul (29th nov)

(i'm telling ya, it's hard to take a pic with my bro)

i know this is a very long post but it's just that SWEET17 celebration of mine that's worth remembering. p.s thanks cik kamal & cik cipot. u guys made me feel akward telling what i want. LOL!

in the end, i turned it at 4am, woke up at 2pm, sat in front of the laptop all the way till night. :P

and oh. school's starting 2mrw. oh wells. :D

me playing sportS?? tsk!

2010-11-13T22:25:00.002+08:00

HEY ALL! haha. it's been around 2 months since the last time i've updated my blog.

well, i'm just too tired to do all these extra stuffs i used to do...

i prefer to slack in front of my computer screen watching youtube videos. It's better that way.

Just some quick updates,

I'VE JOINED TENNIS. hahaaaaa....

While my sisters went to KL for their school trip, mom keeps talking to herself wondering how her darlings are doing over there. haiz.. like this how to go OSEP korea for 4 months? LOL

dad's engrossed in books like a bookworm - which is good.

trying to be a good girl at school by doing all the tutorials bla bla bla...

after getting the latest version of xbox, my bros are literally glued to the tv screen playing Halo THE ENTIRE DAY. =.= it's been like this for a month if i'm not mistaken.

well, that's all. nothing much happened really. haha. hoping my sists buys me great presents when they're back. hahahaa....

new dressing table!

2010-10-05T16:40:00.002+08:00

the dark brown is mine! ~muahahhaaa...

finally, a thing that every girl's room should have. yessa....

thought of bging back my beadscraft memories.

going out to the library and arab street 2mrw to get the items. heeee

main item = BROOCH! heeeee..

can't wait.

2 more weeks till school reopens!

2010-10-03T18:23:00.002+08:00

hello fellow bloggers! wondering how's my KL trip? click on this website http://s-a-n-z.blogspot.com to check it out. it's a separate blog for my school as they required us to do blogging after the trip. :)

i quit my job in the museum and decided to slack for the next 2 weeks or so.

congrats axe for getting a job - atleast there's something to do to fill up those free time of yours. haha.. can't wait for our bake a brownie day the next week!~

my wish for semester 2 - to do better in studies and if possible get a CCA! oh gosh.

i'm still having second thoughts of joining my school's OSEP to Korea. hmmp...

class outing coming up. hoping that it would be a blast.

can't shop much. need to control ma money.

can't wait for e7co chalet in november!

haish. and i need to call up my doc soon.

it's getting worst. =.= hopefully everything's alright...

till den! be happy and smile always - it makes a difference in your day.

selling our house?

2010-09-15T00:08:00.002+08:00

Bored.
as there's nh new to explore when working.
Excited much.
As KL's trip is around the corner.
Wondering.
Will we ever going to move house at all? Dad's going gaga over this issue.
Happy.
E7co are finally meeting together after all these while!
WoRried.
That I can't attend the chalet.

:)

this hari raya really comes with a twist

2010-09-12T00:38:00.003+08:00

usually on the 2nd day of raya, my family and i will go out for visiting right after zuhur prayers. but this year... well,

my sister's shoe was unusable thus my sisters and i rushed to grab a pair for raya. mind you, finding shoes for a sister who is picky like me ain't no fun to shop with, given the time limit we faced.

our vacuum cleaner has gone KABOOM thus mom had to find one pronto and she went all the way to mustafa with dad just to grab one that's worth every penny.

since everyone's busy, mom and dad had to get out of house to buy some delicacies for our incoming guests as there's not much kuih done.

in the end, we reached home at 4+, rest, eat and go out after maghrib. T.T so tiring! and the laundry isn't cleared yet! i pity you mom. to make matters worst, i'm working 2mrw. =.=

celebrating 1st day of hari raya with a twist... -.^

2010-09-10T23:24:00.002+08:00

i dunno why but when we seek forgiveness from our parents especially during aidil fitri, the atmosphere should be... emotional am i right? but i guess that doesn't apply to this family of mine. we laughed and laughed all the way while saying. we tried very hard to be serious but FAIL.

but the emotional part comes when we visited my mom's mom house. she missed us so much till she hugged and cried at the same time. long story. but to make it short, here's the sumary:

- grandma never fails to have a conversation with mom evry single week

- something crops up and they never speak again for like about 2 months or so?

- mom thought of not visiting grandma for aidil fitri not because of her but something else

- grandma was sad and disappointed when only my dad and bros came early in the morning to visit as she really hopes for all of us to come

- in the end, SURPRISE! haha. and grandma was happy again. ^^

"one big happy family..." doesn't apply forever to any family in this world.

the thing that makes my mom happy

2010-09-08T21:06:00.003+08:00

anything that is related to the kitchen is the most appropriate gift for ibu since she spent almost 80% of her life in there cooking, baking, washing here and there.

and so, our new fridge is here to join our family and we're very excited about it. haha. i know. it's just a fridge. but... oh wells, we're excited about it! haha.

and not to forget the new samsung ES65 camera in our hands.. finally. we don't have to fork out money to buy a new camera for special events aka my KL trip in a few weeks time! haha.

love today. (ignoring the accounts paper i took where most of us students lost 25 marks on the last question =.=)

dugaan bulan ramadhan 2010

2010-09-08T06:10:00.002+08:00

wah.. this whole month had been...

the mood for this festive season is pulled down by upcoming exams(which i didn't put my best for the papers) and followed by a need to spend a huge amount on... electrical appliances the last minute.

i would like to say that i'm very sad that you're going away today. i can't take a look at you no more. i can't take anything from you no more when you're gone this coming evening. you won't be servicing us anymore and finally can rest after 7 years of being loyal towards this family. Goodbye fisher&parker refridgerator...

and hello to samsung!

my family's refridgerator had been causing us troubles. the top shelve was full with ice all around it without fail every week and i had to scrape it off. it keeps on making noises in the middle of the night. and recently caused the whole household blackout. sayonara old fridge.

on top of having a new fridge, there's a new camera coming along the way (free with purchase) and a cold storage shopping vouchers. looks like there's always the sun behind every dark cloud.

just as things were going well financially and physically(handling the goods in the broken refridgerator), our clasic vintage vacuum cleaner burst with FATAL smokes i tell ya. that vacuum cleaner has been with us since i was a toddler. so you pretty much can guess the reason why. the smoke omg... it's the worst FART SMELL evaaarrrr. >_<>

today's my last paper. hope i won't do any silly mistakes as what i did for POM.

addicted to ice onec again

2010-09-07T00:59:00.002+08:00

Great. My addiction towards ice cubes is coming back again. I would never fail to atleast eat a cup of ice/ ice cold water everyday. I want it to stop. Looks like I really have to not have any ice at home. :|

warehouse sports brand sale

2010-09-04T18:58:00.002+08:00

For today, I experienced the most disappointed shopping trip everr.
Haiz.. It's my fault too. Oh wells. Disappointed frustrated exhausted tiring sad. That's my mood to sum up for the day.

i think i woke up at the wrong side of the bed once again

2010-09-03T05:33:00.003+08:00

i missed my long hair.
i love my new hair.
i missed my long hair as it is more beautiful than the latest cut.
i love my new hair as it's manageable.

yes. i've cut it short again. T.T ^^

i've been having mood swings lately these few days. no it's not because of 'that'. haiz. for example, i'll act like a kid during sahur(eating time before fasting) when my preferred dish is not there on the table. i would then show tantrums and considering of not eating at all. i hate that attitude of mine. i forget that there's those people out there who are less fortunate than me, and who knows only eat bubur masjid every single day(although it sounds fun, you'll get bored out of it). i forget that we shouldn't be picky as long as it's edible and have a taste. after psycho-ing myself into this, i manage to clear up that plate of mine. =|

but lately, although i've been eating rice, my stomach will give me the signs telling that the food i ate ain't enough for my body = stomach pain. haiz. please Allah stop this attitude of mine. maybe i just didn't get enough sleep or too stress over the upcoming exams? this leads to a question - what is stress? hmmm. let's search.

what is stress?
"In general, stress is related to both external and internal factors. External factors include the physical environment, including your job, and all the situations, challenges, difficulties, and expectations you're confronted with on a daily basis. Internal factors determine your body's ability to respond to the external stress-inducing factors."

well, that explains everything.

what are the symptoms of stress?
"Excess stress can manifest itself in a variety of emotional, behavioral, and even physical symptoms, and the symptoms of stress vary enormously among different individuals."
physical - sleep disturbances, muscle tension, headache, gastrointestinal disturbances
emotional - changes in eating habits including overeating, loss of enthusiasm or energy, and mood changes
Of course, none of these signs or symptoms means for certain that there is an elevated stress level since all of these symptoms can be caused by other medical and/or psychological conditions.
*i'm just taking some of it's points*

hmmp.

studying and working at the same time is tiring.

2010-09-03T00:27:00.006+08:00

i'm in the middle of having my rest now *time check = 12.28am*.
it has been a long, tiring, exhausting day.
have been working for half a day and went to study with val, hui jun n li jun at night.
i'm sorry if some of my words hurt you indirectly. it was unintentional. :x

work was as usual and i met a new friend - jane. she's sweet and bubbly, the right person to brighten up the atmosphere in the shop.
but sadly i didn't get to enjoy the day. i was just moodless i guess - woke up at the wrong side of the bed perhaps.

had sushi, tuna puffs and coffee for dinner and a banana as my supper.
100% confirmed that i'll be having stomach aches tomorrow as i didn't eat much.
ever since i switched from eating bubur masjid for like almost every single day, my stomach couldn't seem to accept the changes. oh wells. sesungguhnya ku berpuaser.

working and studying at the same time is indeed tiring. maybe for some it isn't as you enjoy it but when you reached home and take a seat on your bed/ sofa, you'll surely feel tired. glad that there's only 2 more papers left.

~ 6 more chapters to go for POM.
and a whole lot more for AFA.
i need luck.

i salute you cik cipot, my aunt, for being able to work and study at the same time while attaining brilliant marks during your youthful years. :)

and i need to find a good moisturizer for my hair. haiz. after trying a whole lot of products, none doesn't work well. haiya. =.="

11 more days to hari raya and what am i doing?

2010-08-30T05:56:00.003+08:00

a few more days to go and it will be hari raya.
honestly speaking, my mood for that festive season isn't as bright as the previous years.
actually, it doesn't have to be as this holy month is not meant to be treated like a 'party' but a chance for us all to grab the benefits offered by Allah. besides, this year's hari raya for my family is going to have a big difference for the first time.

i miss cik dempak. (haha. weird to call him that) but even if we meet, the atmosphere won't be the same when i was a little kid.
i miss the old cik cipot, cik julie, cik juliza. i missed the times we had fun. but now we're all grown ups aye. haha.. times change, ppl do change too and that includes me...

but if I still wanna be a kid and keep having those 'fun', i'll never get to know the stories that changed me. i'll never grow up and be mature like i am now and that's gonna b a prob for me, a seventeen year old to be girl. haha.

anyways, the last 2 weeks of ramadhan is filled with STUDIES STUDIES STUDIES. Exams coming up. oh dear.

so what have i been doing for the past few weeks?
work work work
spend spend spend
facebook
youtube
korea dramas
no outings whatsoever. just leading that life.

i'll shop alone most of the times just to treat myself (i prefer that way).
life of a loner. well, kinda.
and i'm loving it.
currently addicted to ETUDE HOUSE brand products.
tried SUSHI for the first time.
sometimes, my sisters accompany me. but they themselves can't stand my shopping attitude.(gg round and round the mall just to get a few items) lol
and i'm fortunate to have them.

yeah. that's currently my life now for those who wanna know. :)
hope you readers out there have your own fun in this ramadhan/ 7th lunar month. :D

woah. i think my blog's shutting down soon.

2010-08-05T23:47:00.002+08:00

long time didn't update.

well, semester 1 ending soon after major exams.

meanwhile, now it's 'holiday' for 3 weeks b4 those major exams hits me badly.

should i work? should i not?

overseas student exchange programme is taking in SBM students.

i wanna go. it'll be similar like going china.

with a huge differences of an additional 4 months stay, totally independant, and studying at one of their unies there.

korea? or germany? or france? all these need $$$.

so i should start small by working part time righT?

i just scared it would interfere with my studies.

but actually, i can easily overcome that by managing myself properly.

besides, fasting month is just around the corner. it should be a great time to work. hmmmm.

maybe i should.

as for the exchange programme, well, it's not just the money i'm worried about, it's the food. =x

although i love to eat nowadays, being there is gg to be very diff compared to singapore.

it's like you're totally on your own with a few of your buddies.

air tickets expenses

accommodation

living expenses

school

etc.

it'll be an experience as if you are studying overseas.

confirm 100% will be homesick though.

but staying at home everyday has already made me sick. =X

well, there's still plenty of time to think about all that.

for now, it's work, study, EXAMs, and study again. =.=

maybe opening onsugar account.

oh wells.

weird happenings...

2010-07-29T21:59:00.001+08:00

i felt as though i'm back in my primary school days... lol

school stuff shopping

2010-07-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

why is it so hard to get a formal blouse/dress that i like???
why is it so hard to find the shoe/sandal that i like??
why is it so hard to maintain a flawless face???
why is it so hard to get money??
why is it so hard to ace school subjects??
why is it so hard to be calm when you're stressed?

because you are so choosy.
because your foot is BIG. lol
because it's just fate.
because you don't wanna work hard.
because you don't wanna focus on your studies.
because you didn't eat well.

HAHA.
yessa. meetin axe. woots!

my boring life

2010-07-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

the boring old routine...
experiencing nothing exciting...
just heartaches...
when's the happiness coming to my life?
friends at school, school works, health... haish. always an obstacle

i miss hanging out with ANG XUE ER a lot.
wanna go shopping.

the only thing that's making me happy and worried-free is my mom's support and my bro's guitar. without them, i guess i'll be ... i don't dare to imagine...

more school updates

2010-07-08T22:07:00.003+08:00

a lot of things happened too.
projects... projects... projects...
so confusing till i get mixed up with who's my group member for a particular group project.
yeah.

well, as good as it seems, i am trying to do my best in every subject. i just have to. i have no other ways. i know it's a stereotype opinion to do well in life but... i dunno... i just... don't have the motivation to excell in anything else.

i just love this song from taylor swift...

wow. full marks for statistic test????!

2010-07-06T22:39:00.003+08:00

CHER: "atikah??"
me: "HERE!"
CHER: "full marks! congrats!"
me: *little claps for my own self* (YAY! - in heart)

paper wrote ->
1 20
2 8
-------
30

me: (20 + 8 = 30 meh? =.= MOOD SPOILER!)
me: umm cher. it's actually 28, not 30.
CHER: sorry?
me: it's 28 cher, not 30. i have one question wrong. *flips page to show him*
CHER: *blur face*
me: (please don't make me repeat. it's saddening that i can't obtain full score just because of that one silly mistake)
CHER: oh okay.. sry about that. but you did great!
me: 'smile'

and that's about all for today. 2mrw debate time! hope everything goes well.
and seri now needs to pen down every single note cause currently she' like having stm. =.= tata

my health

2010-07-05T23:35:00.002+08:00

Health is vulnerable and complicated at the same time.

Haish. It's the sane thing again and I guess the same bad thing's gonna repeat itself again.

There's no cure but there's only pain, bad news and only hope.

Sometimes I wonder, should I fork out huge amount of money just to discover the worst?

See lah. Wanted to b so unique much. Now I'm the weird one. Haish.

Happy anniversary e7co!!!

2010-07-04T23:38:00.003+08:00

the plan - dinner at cwp
actual - dinner at waterfront
the plan - 14 of us attend
actual - only 6 were abled to make it
the plan - eat n talk talk n TALK
actual - eat n talk n PLAY PLAY PLAY like little kids (i loike)

there goes my sunday. i spent the rest before it youtubing n playing guitar. homeworks?
i dun even think about it.

and i almost forgot that i have an appointment 2mrw. =/
i dun wanna go for it but it's either sooner or later. DAM.
bye bye lessons!
and i still haven't return the set of notes that i borrowed from ms gina.
i was supposed to return it by last wednesday. =.= looks like it's a one week due...

lastly, another video. =)

the big mind

2010-07-02T00:28:00.003+08:00

today, i just found out the most wonderful thing...

mindset controls everything...

thoughts... feelings... emotions...
are always there to confuse you, stress you, hate you,
but they can also make you confident, love you, and most of all,
bring up the courage in you.

positive mindset is healthy but to much of it will hurt you.

l
ike the popular quote states, "everything happens for a reason..."

lastly,

school

2010-06-30T08:11:00.001+08:00

i feel so like an outcase in school these few days. =( i hate it.

sentosa june holiday outing

2010-06-28T00:18:00.001+08:00

Woah. Ytd was a big day for me n family. We woke up early - after subuh and went for an early lunch at vivo. The initial plan was to visit sentosa and play some of the rides like the skyride, luge ride, etc but a big shocking news to me and my siblings when dad said, "let's go to universal studio!"

I was like dam shock ah. I asked him where he get the money from. He daid that some sp aged 21 years and above will receive the gst refund package or whatsoever thus he can use that. YAY for me. Haha. A real holiday after all... (although it's still inland. = .=) but the sad thing is...

The tickets were sold out by noon! I was like wth?? So fast sold out already sehh. Then a thought came to me, 'oh yah. Singapore's way too small that's why need those limits. =.='. In the end my dad signed up for a package that includes 3 attractions. Not bad uhh.

Then another stupid prob - my bros spoil the mood in us all. I dun mind stating this but seriously, they're like girls, rather staying at home. Instead of doing house chores, the comp/ ps2 is their wife. Wth ah. That faiz need some drilling in his mind. How dare he speaks to my parents in a bossy/ angry/ irritated tone. To him it's just normal but TO US ALL its a-b normal. We can't just suit to his needs but he himself should change.Alter ego is all I can say about him. Haiz.

And so overall, we're tired and exhausted. Mainly because due to lack of sleep and the awesome weather ytd. haha. Today all kan chiong rushing to finish up their homeworks, projects and all.

Dad said maybe the next holiday we can plan to go to malaysia as he have some contacts over there. That IS if we have some extra $$$ hehe. Oh wells, that day will come sooner or later. It's either my parents bging us all to there or me. Hehe. :P insyallah. ;)

june holidays- BORING

2010-06-22T18:19:00.002+08:00

phew. what a day stuck at home keep thinking of food food FOOD. gosh. i'm getting chubbier.
not fat! - just chubby. hahahahahaaa..
umm. there's not much fun during the holidays..
except that i flooded myself with lots of movies and shows...
found a recipe on how to make onion rings.
made me craved for it. aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh.
i used to hate eating onions to the core. i'm wondering why oh why i'm attracted to it now..
i'm also wondering... when can i have a real holiday as a family.
usually we managed to crop out something like having a picnic at ECP or held a family camp over there but now... it all seems so diff.
everyone's doing their own stuffs especiallly when we're all growing up and the family's kinda detach?
oh wells.
wait. why am i digging up the past? LOL.
heheheheheheeeeee.
till den. i'll try with all my might to keep this blog of mine updated. HAHAHA.

a snippet of my webpage design

2010-06-06T19:11:00.002+08:00

i spent the whole of my saturday building up my webpage.
it's dam frustrating if what you did doesn't come out right. urrgh.
but anyways, here's a little snippet of my webpage layout.

there's still more that needs to be done.

NEXT = my speech!!! =D

slumdog millionaire

2010-06-04T00:33:00.002+08:00

I rarely blog about movies that I watched every time so let's treat this show as a hit.
Although it's release a year ago, it still capture my heart's attention. It also pictures the scene of those children who are less fortunate than me or us makes me shed a tear. But one thing I dun like about that show is that there's a kissing scene that actually shouldn't be there at the first place.

Do correct me if I'm wrong but in the movie, the main character was a muslim and he entered this popular game show titled, 'Who wants to be a millionare', in hope to find his long lost love. In the end he succeed and the movie ends with a lip kissing.

It kinda potrays a wrong image of the real muslim society. Oh wells, pushing that aside, my real life situation is in need of attention more than this movie. HAHA

plain oh school day

2010-06-02T20:47:00.002+08:00

i haven't been blogging much nowadays.
life's the old routine. study study study.
no great happenings. BORING.
friends in school isn't the same as friends in sec schl.
life in poly isn't the same as life in sec schl.
sec schl's more fun while poly's just... plain i suppose?
with my class not having that 'bond', it makes the day planier.
so plain till i dun know what else to eat for lunch.
there's nothing much i can say... as there's nothing much is happening in my life - my school life.

toodles.

EXCO outing - AGAIN =)

2010-05-29T00:18:00.003+08:00

4 movies in a row?
it was a blast as always.
with sq dumped into the pool and wearing the BRIGHT COLOURED GREEN FBT afterwards brightens up the atmosphere more.
but...

it's an UNHEALTHY day.
throughout the day i only ate chips and sweet drinks and chips and sweet drinks and chips an..... well, u get it.
atleast i managed to push that temptation in eating MACS for the 4th time this week. =P

i LOVE YOU EXCO. you're the only thing worth to remember during my sec schl days as you never fail to make me HAPPY. =)

i realise i have to be more independant now...
yes i made friends in school.. but none are close enough for me to relate as a bff.
besides, it's only the first semester. you can't be telling a person your whole life and expect her to be your bff.

Effective comm lessons kinda scares me

2010-05-25T23:17:00.001+08:00

What's wrong with me??
I used to love public speaking.
But now?
Dun tell me just because of that stupid ICA which u did nt do ur best scares ya?

Ok. I'm simply psycho-ing myself not to be scared of eff. Comm. Lessons.

I under performed for my ICA.
It was all prepared.
The cue cards and all, when suddenly I had a 'mind block'.
I disappointed myself and to my teacher who didn't thought I would do this bad.
I hate it I hate it.
Blogger, u're indeed a friend of mine.
U can accept any of my long-winded 'nags'.

Although there's no point to make a fuss bout things that had happen, my confidence has changed.

When I was in primary school I joined dikir barat.
It was all going as per planned when the day of the comp arrives.
I sang out of tune due to lack of focus and nervousness and till then, I nvr dare to step out into a big, large audience singing or acting.

I dun wan this similar thing to happen with my eFf coMm module cause I'm going to literally FAIL if I react as such. Haiz.

So I should do weLl for the nxt ICA or lesson practice.
How to boost my confidence?
Buy new set of formal wear cause currently I have only one.
Read out in front of my friends before the big day.
Prepare early.
Sleep early.
Memorise clearly.

Well, I guess all this babling makes me calmer and putting me into sleep. Nights.

farhana going spore sports school?

2010-05-23T18:38:00.004+08:00

There's a possibilty that farhana is going to ssp to pursue her passion in netball. It's good news as there's that big oppurtunity for her.

But... On the other hand, it's gonna be a huge impact for those who love her most. she'll be staying there for the whole 4 years of her sec schl life except that she can go back home during the weekends and public holidays. But still, what's gonna happen for nurul?

I mean farhana is her only sister that she find convinient to play, talk, be around with. Comparing me and farhana, our age gap is simply too wide although at times I did try to fit in by playing around with them but our thinking is diff. I dun think I can give the same moral support to nurul like farhana. I'm a teen n they're simply still kids.

Haish. If possible, I dun wan her to leave. It's nt because nurul will be a burden to me but I simply will miss her LOTS. But if that's the best for her, I'll be strong. But I'm not too sure whether nurul will be...

do i look THAT old? LOLs.

2010-05-22T19:28:00.001+08:00

i know i was supposed to study for microecons today but since farhana have a netball try-out at singapore sports school, i went with her for support.

so yeah. she told me that one of her friends thought that I'M HER MOM. lol. wth.

do i look that old? or is it because of wearing tudung? i mean, i kept having many perceptions as such.

back at home, my sister told her story to the whole family while we're having tea together. everyone laughed. i said, "DO I REALLY LOOK LIKE A MAKCIK? GOSH. HOW 'WONDERFUL' IS THAT."

mom: "alah... it's good that you're born healthy with no complications whatsoever. ofcourse ah u look older... u're turning EIGHTEEN..."

me: I HAVEN'T EVEN REACH SEVENTEEN!!!!

see how contradicting that was?

well, looking on the brighter side, at least i can be a good disguiser(possible?)

i can look like a boy(according to israq back then when we're in class... (I STILL RMBR IT OKAYS), i can be a girl(umm. that's what i am NATURALLY) and i can act like an old/very mature person(well, not really acting but more on the looks :x)... haish.

dissapointed bout my ezlink card. heartbroken cause so many personal problems arising(i'm such a sensitive person). left-out(cause everyone in the family have something to hold on to like my sister who have the chance to pursue in SSP, faiz in CCH, bro excellent in guitar, nurul excellent in academic and i, the middle on). Max goh used to say, people tend to remember very good employess and very bad employees but not the average ones. it's somehow applicable in our everyday school life. people rmbr those top and lowest scorrers but not the average ones. i'm so emoing...

i CUT BANGS!

2010-05-22T00:27:00.003+08:00

okae. totally a bad day for me today.
first thing first i accidentally broke my one and only larva lamp when i was performing subuh.
not only that, the mess, the liquid etc is so hard to get rid off. (it's sticky!)

second, i lost my ez link card in return of getting my phone fix.
congrats to that person who found it. nw u can use it untill 2mrw where i'll most prob go amk hub to terminate the existing one and create a new one.

third, yes i have more problems - hair. LOL. i guess this thing can wait right? i mean it's not life thretening. besides, i dun have the money for the moment.

fourth, i'm pissed off with my family who kept asking me to buy stuffs last minute. like for example, buying food items at ntuc, buy this and buy that for them. common lah. danial at home sleeping soundly. ask him to the job instead of sleeping all day! he's the second eldest. despite i'm out, i want to go home quick too. and besides, i hate carrying bulky items. if i own a car i dun mind. but this, i have to take b-m-w and it's during PEAK PERIOD! gosh. i'll look even more like a makcik. =X

ffifth, i still have to double clean my room floor which still has all those sticky-liquid sticking on the floor.

bad day.... i really regret losing my ezlink card. i went searching for it by retracing back my steps but to no avail. i even asked the respective personal!

haiz... so much for a holiday...

2010-05-17T20:06:00.003+08:00

ahahahaa. how do i look with bangs? LOL.

come to think of it, i may be considering.

don't be sad if your candle wick has finished despite still having some scented candle in your pot.
haha. if you have a larva lamp or a burning hot lightbulb, take advantage of it. somehow, u can use it as a heater and meeeelllllltttt the candall..

effective communication ICA test a few days away. still deciding what formal wear to wear on that day... hmmp.

another typical weekday

2010-05-15T23:39:00.003+08:00

wondering what's that on my FACE?

bedak sejuk.

HAHA. cheap. and it works.

hehe haha.

and i've gone chubby... CHUBBY BUNNY!

make-up-artiste 2nd training

2010-05-13T07:47:00.002+08:00

so the 3 of us girls decided to have our lunch elsewhere than that stuffy canteen of nyp and this bird came chirping in along. it was weird, simply saying if you take a look closer, u'll realise it's BALD. i've nvr seen a baldy bird before except for an ostrich. =X could it be that the bird is disfigured or something? i felt sympathy for that little fella.

make-up-artiste team

that's my cca.

it only has been 2 lessons and i'm dead bored already.

first thing, i hate their time management.

it was supposed to start at 3 and when we, the members came on time, they're still preparing.

second thing, the lesson is BORED.

the best part is when we get to play around with the makeup as it was fun.

ICA's coming up! gosh. i haven't prepare for my speech yet.

haish. and the topic is quite hard to prepare- a brush with death.

if only i was lucky enough to get 'my favourite leisure activity', then it would be more fun!

craving for contact lens?

2010-05-11T22:57:00.005+08:00

MY PINKY LAPTOP

(which is very common on year 1 stud)

BIOFINITY

(online reviews are good, but there's only one way to prove it, wear 'em)

hmmp. i think i wanna change my blog layout as it doesn't show the blog title to all.

well, i can't believe it but this is the first time i purchased an item without thinking twice which is, contact lenses.

and i can't believe i accepted to go through all the trouble to just go and collect it during my two hour lunch break 2mrw morning. isn't that crazy? oh wells, at least i can use it as an advantage for my cca. i'm really hoping that this contacts will not make my eyesight worst unlike the previous one i had bought a long long time ago. besides, i really want to continue my record of 3 years + of maintaining my eyesight degree.

school's the same, more and more things learnt within a week. and the whole cycle repeats itself once again. somehow, i love presenting my speeches but hate it too as i've to type it out and think of how to deliver my speech so that nobody will fall asleep. and i'm hoping that i won't loose interest in my cca because the orientation seemed bad. a lot of waiting as usual and a lot of silence. dead~

and i regretted not charging my laptop's battery 8 hours straight for the first-time use as i was too lazy. haiz. now it's performance level decrease. other than that i'm too lazy to take bicycle to admiralty now. oh gosh. so much changes.

and i'm definitely going to miss getting my work pays! haha T.T anw, there's nothing i'm longing for now. =P

family wise, hmmp, can say the situation calms down a little? because my mom practically don't bother what's happening in her family anymore. everything will be focused down to us. so yeah... chill...

and grinning gecko is halal!!!! haha. but i'm not too sure what it sells.

it's so hectic to know that i have to collect my contacts at 10 2mrw before my second lesson starts. i guess i'm going to sweat 2mrw. hmmp. Better plan of what to wear for 2mrw hectic schedule. NIGHT!

craving for contact lens?

2010-05-11T22:57:00.001+08:00

it's MAY!

2010-05-07T22:15:00.002+08:00

well, i agree with wai cuan's facebook post, about poly life going faster than secondary school life. without me noticing, three weeks had past.

and within these 3 weeks, a lot of things changed too. family problem rises, my life, school, what more can i say? life is full of changes.

went to henderson today to pick up my laptop and mind you, it's bloody far from woodlands, worst still from yck. i got lost, wasting more than 2 hours just to get back home. but at least my laptop fill up my satisfaction. haha xP IT'S PINK! what more can i ask for?? hehe hahaaa.

now the tension is building up, more heavy hmwrks, and finally, incoming projects. BLOGS, CMS(otherwise know as e-learning) and more.

the reason i chose to update is because iza reminded me to. haha. at times i forget that i haven't update my blog.

joined make-up-artiste cca. so far so plain. i guess there's more fun in the future. i'm so not going to take my ccas seriously. haha.

till then readers. i shall update the next time. =)

bro gets a new guitar.

2010-05-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

woah. it's been a long time since i've blogged. hehe
went recently my bro bought a mapple leaf branded semi acoustic guitar which made me love him even more!!! haha. cause the notes are easier to handle and i get to play my favorite songs. YAHOO.

so upcoming is a song, 7 great things about you, from the 3 sisters, for our mom for mother's day special. it's in the midst of processing and i can't wait till she see it. haha. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL YEAH!

SCHOOL

2010-04-22T16:34:00.004+08:00

school life update:

- going through exams or some of you may call it class tests
- looking forward to holidays but at the same time not
- projects coming up
- i'm slacking during lectures as i can't make my eyes wide open
- currently flunking in accounting and microecons as results weren't as good as i thought it would be
- speech is up this coming friday on how to bake a sponge cake. looks like i'm running a cooking show on that day
- having the urge to shop but don't know what things i WANT to buy, besides that, i have no $$$ T.T LOL
- looking forward to class outings to loosen up the stress.

=D how's yours?? wakakakaaa

gosh. i need money to buy books!!!

2010-04-22T16:34:00.002+08:00

"so that's for my introduction and let's head on to the lesson plan for this module but before that i would like to reccommend this book to all of you ...", TEACHER

"uuurrrghhhh......." STUDENTS

that's what happened in the lecture hall today.
i didn't know that we have to buy quite a number of books!
gosh. i thought sixty bucks is more than enough to buy the school materials like what my senior told me.
but now, the total amount is reaching more than 100 bucks..

there goes my money...
goodbye $$$...
haha. i should not sound like as if i'm a money-minded person over here.. JOKING.

school's fine, or should i say GEREK.
trying to love every single module while i can.
so i can get high scores.
so i can achieve my goal.

but somehow, 4 days of school feels like one week plus.
and it's much stress-free than secondary school life.
but i cant gurantee that for the next few weeks or so. LOL.
previously we have to squeeze more than four diff subjects into our heads every day.
but now, two lessons is more than enough!
lol

okae. just so u know, i'm at the school library and i can't get away from the keyboard that is so comfortable and fun to type with! so that's why i decided to blog today. pure random to mention this but yeah. hahahehe.

toodles. -.^

STARTING OF POLY LIFE

2010-04-21T18:12:00.002+08:00

loving my course as much as loving to eat my chicken pau. (okae. that doesnt link at all. oh wells.)

ONE LESSON
break
ONE LESSON
HOME.

isn't this sweet?
too bad it's only for this week.

gosh. this lady in cold storage made me feel so tempted to buy those bloody EXPENSIVE but HEALTHY (XP) chocolates.
nvm. as what my supervisor tought me, to keep singapore's economy running, we the people have to keep spending despite the need to save. haha. so... yeah. i bought it. =.= share with my family. let them taste how an expensive chocolate tastes like. (although there's actually no diff at all. -to me ah)

poly ccas...
i really want to join malay dance/dikir barat/ malay drama poetry but... i just don't want..
contradicting right? HAHA
i guess, i'll be joining malay club and make-up artiste club. it sounds fun.
i guess, i dun wanna any extra stress.
i guess, all i want is, FUN.

lots of stuffs my classmate don't know about me.
because they just can't see it in me. =)

i can't wait for my laptop!!!!!
ITS PINK!
and it's SHINY!
(ok. ssshhuusssh the childishness in u seri)

LOL
miss E7CO. <3

last day of the long holiday

2010-04-18T23:39:00.002+08:00

THANKS SIST FOR ACCOMPANYING ME.

OK. now it's the other sist's turn to go for a ride...

took a ride using the circle line this evening just to go brass basah to get a few things before school starts.
little did i know that it's all underground and there's nothing to see.
had some snacks over a macs (AGAIN) and go back home, dead tired.
it's sad that i didn't notice axe's msg. if only i knew then we could meet up! after the failed plans due to that rotting KFC. haish. meet up soon okay! xP

school's 2mrw!!!!! and still, i'm not sleeping yet. xP
first lesson, macroeconomics.
ends at 6. come to think of it, it's kind of boring don't u think?
but i guess the new atmosphere will lit it up. =)

happy schooling everyone!

forgiing the ones behind

2010-04-18T00:05:00.003+08:00

Sometimes forgiving a person might be so hard.
But actually, u're making yourself suffer.

Where do we get the idea that if WE don't forgive people, THEY suffer?
It's nuts!

Let's say:
a) You are my boss and you give me the sack, or
b) You are my girl and you run off with my best friend.

So I say, "I'll NEVER forgive you!"
Who suffers?

NOT YOU!
I get the knot in my stomach.
I lose the sleep.
You are probably out partying!

While I resent you, I SUFFER!
Meanwhile I tell myself, "I'm right!"
But being "RIGHT" doesn't guarantee happiness.

Here's the point ...
To forgive someone, you don't have to AGREE with what they did.
You just have to want your life to work.

You don't forgive people for THEIR benefit.
You do it for YOUR benefit.

Gather all your ANGRY thoughts -
those "I am right and they are wrong" thoughts, and let them go.

You may like to use your creative imagination ...
.. put all that resentment into an imaginary balloon, and let it float away.

Throughout the day, repeat the process.
You will feel better.

Forgiving people may be tough, but is possible.
You forgive people for YOUR benefit.
It makes YOU happier

New friends. 3 malay girls, 1 malay boy who kinda looks like ong bak(Filipino acotor) and the rest 20 chinese. New life. I wouldn't want to forget my secondary schl life and friends. But somehow i only feel hurt thinking about it. So I'll think of the little happy moments that make it all worthwhile. LOVE YOU E7CO!

last day at work

2010-04-15T00:14:00.000+08:00

As what one of my colleague said, when that person is 'tough', u can't be 'tough' to them. Simply because it will just be more 'tougher'.

Thanks to all who wished me those wishes. Going to face something new again 2mrw. Isn't this fun, experiencing something new every day. I will miss work. Esp wit the pay. >.<. And learning. Insyaallah I'll be back one day. Lots of inspirations. Lots of possibilities. I'm aiming high.

But can I achieve it? (Insyaallah u will)

^.^ weirdo me. Hehehaha.

BOYFRIENDS

2010-04-11T01:05:00.002+08:00

BOYFRIENDS

"you must have a boyfriend."
"i'll get you two tickets, one for you and the other one for your boyfriend."(LOL)
"i had my first love during secondary 4. you?"

all these sayings i received made me think.
what happened to the thoughts of the society?
i mean, ok, if i'm a person who's easily influenced by people around me, i'll think, "gosh. they thought i have a boyfriend. i think i should get one. but the thing is, i haven't found the 'one' yet"
that's what i call desperate.

if i'm a general person, i'll think and i'll reply to them, "i love my single life and cherish every single moment of it"
and that's what a right - minded person should do.
insyallah, we all will meet with that special someone.

ok i admit. sometimes, i do feel jealous when my friends have their special someone while i'm still 'stuck'. but, after thinking thoroughly, there's no need for a special someone when you have the special love from your own flesh and blood, your family.

relationships only bring you problems, heart aches, head aches, you know what i mean.
ALTHOUGH there's other positive things to look out for in a relationship from each individual.

gosh. what am i crapping about? LOL.

love... yeah, what is love?...
i think, the best explanation for that abstract question is "you'll know love when you meet one".

great... no wonder i'm talking crap. it's 1:17am and i still haven't sleep. =.= (-.^)

omg. that customer is too hot not to be missed lol

2010-04-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

1 hour of service.
3 american shopaholics.
1 hot/cute guy. (Too bad he's already married)
$10 tip (cool or what)

I love being a personal shopper. If given the money, I will push away all the spa treatments and move on with SHOPPING. Hehe.

Had an enjoyable/memorable/fun/exciting day at work. The guy's just wonderful. So does the ladies accompanying him. He bought half a thousand dollars worth of items. He made me feel as if I'm buying all those items(although I want to if possible) . Haha. Perasan jerr. And he's too kind to buy expensive gifts for his BIG family. And he's even more kind to give me a tip which has never happened b4 in the shop. Personal shopper ROCKS my SOCKS.

The most impt part was that the three of them love to say thank you and smile. It's the cheapest and effortless gift for someone but it's a HUGE gift to the heart and soul of that person.

Leaving the place for a long time in 5 days time.
Entering nyp life in 5 days time.
Going to miss the place in 5 days time.
Most of all, I'm going to miss it's people in 5 days time.
Going to miss raymond, jenny, apple, bryant, shuheer, jennifer, jeffrey, the gang of 3 cleaners, the security guards, and THE SHOP.
:(
Ok. Now I'm going to treat mommy. :D

I think I know what I wanna be and do in my future.
;)

Till the next time readers.(-.^)

i watched how to train your dragon again =.=

2010-04-07T23:46:00.003+08:00

Here I go. Can't resist the temptation of watching how to train your dragon again. Childish right? But what can I do? Haha

Supervisor's having holiday.
Which means manager's at work all this week. Oh wells.

Still haven't get my pay. Gosh. Why are they taking so long? I've been eating up my parents money all this while. Can't go shopping for the stuffs I want. Only can look.

Work's starting 2mrw. Gotta do my best.

how to train your dragon rocks!!!

2010-04-06T23:46:00.002+08:00

How to train your dragon is a must see for those who still a kid in heart. Hehe. Seriously it's awesome. What more if it's in 3d. Haha. Went to watch it wit my sister who had her arm fractured as she's enjoying 2 weeks off from school. Haha. My oth sister was so jealous that my lil sist had to buy her a present to coax her. Wah. I wish I can do that- be jealous and POP!! There's a present right before my very eyes.

I'm beggining to love blackberry like I love bluberries. It turns out that e diff in bluetooth version does not affect anything. It's just that I have to restart my phone just to get the bluetooth going on running. With WIFI, the phone's the computer. Blogging, updates in facebook, streaming youtube is now eassier for me- no need to fight within my bros over who's using the comp/laptop first. Hehe.

Hoping so much that my pay's in 2mrw. Getting impatient and frustrated wit them. Theylre supposed to send my salary at the end of march but now, it's still not in. Hais. No shopping for school stuffs.

Plan for today- wednesday
Accompany grandma go grocery shopping,
Perhaps do some window shopping,
Help grandma look for new albums cause currently her album are rotting badly,
Slack at home before preparing to work straight ahead with no breaks till orientation starts. Haish. Nvm. I can Get more money. Lol

2010-04-05T06:46:00.003+08:00

As expected, my dad passed to me his blackberry phone less than one week as he found it unsuitable for daily use.

The thing is, blackberry has 2.1 version of bluetooth while the rest of the phones nowadays carries only 2.0 so that means they cnt send to my phone any documents which is like saddening.
<(
Totally looking forward for my two day long break from work. Going to enjoy it till the very last minute.<( Thought of trying the circle line with my sister on one of those days since she still has one more week of mc. Haha.<(

Haiz. And I'm very dissappointed with jihan series. If I'm nt wrong I saw it states thatytd was its last episode but it's not. Wasted my time watching only their tortures but no victory. =.=

primary six reunion!

2010-04-03T23:45:00.002+08:00

REUNION DAY! - p6 faith

not the whole class came but quite a huge number attend.
haha.
laughs.
jokes.
stories.
movie.
i'm kinda confuse with percy jackson and the lightning thief and clash of the titans. weren't both of the characters were sons of zeus? or is it that zeus had too many sons? LOL. oh wells.

~11 more days till school orientation starts.

still working.
hate the accounts department.
wasn't there a policy which states that every employee should get their pay on time?
my pay was supposed to be at the end of march but now's already 4th of aprill and the number in my bank doesn't increase but decrease as i keep spending. =X
i asked my manager and she put the blame on the office people saying that they 'slack'.
but i got the feeling that she actually putting away the blame from her as the accounts department hasn't received the OT forms which should be sent by her. =.=
what's there to hide?
it's better to admit.
u won't have to make white lies.
u won't have to make the whole situation complicated.
and u won't have 'enemies'.
working 2mrw.

need to put more concealer to hide my dark circles. @.@

i'm starting to get sick of working

2010-03-31T20:54:00.002+08:00

i'll have at least one set of fastfood meal without fail every week cause of work.
raffles place didn't have as much halal food as i thought it would be.
it's either macs, kfc, or the golden shoe complex eating place.
i'm getting FAT! 48.8kg. WAKAKAKA! i guess i need to change my weighing machine cause it reads 45 kg every time i stepped onto it. LOL

well, i thought raffles was big, but actually, i'm walking in circles everytime during my lunch break.
i miss hanging out with the excos.
with nobody planning anything, it's hard for us to meet up man.
really hoping that our bond won't fade.
hahax.

work 10 days straight with only 1 day off. haish. boring man.
esp when there's no customers or those customers who tells us they will visit later but in the end lost in their own world.

my phone's practically used to call dad and home only.
haha. not much texting going on except to my bosses.
hmmp. all i can think of doing now is shop SHOP SHOP.
and i have this crazy obsession with bags.
if i found any bags that i like which cost within 20-25 bucks i'll buy it or long for it.
haha.

and this random thought just came into my mind while i'm working just now.
"good guys are really hard to find."

oh wells.

my sister had a fractured arm while playing at upper seletar reservoir. 2 weeks MC. syiok for her.

and excos, the musuem u all told me u went to during one of the prefect trips was indeed haunted. i just found out today. >.<

dad's getting a new hp aka new hp for me too! =D =X
he wanna get iPhone but it's too common.
everyday in the mrt people, or more occassionally youngsters will meddle with their fingers on the screen in either watching youtube or using the applications. (i'm not a kepo btw. it's just that the screen is HUGE and anyone nearby can just happen to see what u're doing)

i suggested blackberry considering the work life he's having but he says the buttons were too small for his fingers which i can't object cause it really is. he wants to get the phones under the top list and the top is iPhone of course. hmmp.

I NEED SUGGESTIONS.

earth hour 2010

2010-03-28T00:01:00.003+08:00

earth hour! it rocks. all lights close including the kitchen lights except for the candle over there.
bought it today. it's a spa scented candle used in the banyan tree spa thingy.
smells GREAT! like one of the body soaps i used before.
kinda pricey but i just gotta have it during the anniversary sale. SIX BUCKS.

so much about work. haiz. the only thing i do to ease my stress or tiredness is shopping.
hah! typical?

and seri did a very bad thing. gosh. i've been too hyped up with all the potential buyers in the shop that i dun even bother to think of my acts. haish.

2mrw's sunday and i hope it'll be a better day although the two of you won't be there to entertain me. haha. left with the auntie and another auntie. =.=

treasure the moments seri!!!! haha. it's not a bad thing. it's just less fun. wakakakaaaa...

i love working at MUSUEM SHOP BANYAN TREE

2010-03-26T22:34:00.003+08:00

love my job. ~ too bad. need to quit soon.

i think i know what i'm going to choose for my electives...

retail management.
managing a shop is pretty fun.
passion + interest = HIGH CLASS SHOP
that's my summary.

hopefully my experience working in the Museum shop will serve me an advantage to what i'll be studying.
gosh. i dun feel like quitting.
but i have to.
ahahahahaa.
now, all is work, and if there's time, shopping.
wakakkaaaa.

just met the sultan of brunei's son today in the shop.
bodyguards guarding.
COOL..
and i just made a customer happy.
doing something positive to other people will in turn bring goodness back to you.
is it called KARMA?
whatever it is, i LOVE today.
and i kinda don't mind working everyday.
but my body's too tired to take in the work load.
haha.
till then readers.

can't wait for primary school class reunion.
hopefully i can go...
take my day off on that day. HAHA.

primary six class photo brings a thousand memories

2010-03-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

was it 6 faith or hope? gosh. i can't even remember what class i'm in.
even more 'GOSH' , they've all change!
haha. from small to big.
from short to tall.
from children to teens.
from childish to maturity.
LOL.

me with my rounded specs.
and airil's so small- like a kid!
duh. he's a kid.
gosh i miss being small.
all of us have grown.
i miss mr hamdan!!! LOL

mal's bdae

2010-03-22T23:47:00.002+08:00

FUN. best bdae bash ever.
nt to mention impromptu too.
happy bdae mal.
last year's special guest was hello kitty.
this year's barney.
what's nexT?
any clever sugestions?

wakakakaaa..

i want to work 2mrw badly and take my off on wednesday instead... =(

a smile can be sweet as eating candy

2010-03-17T23:10:00.003+08:00

have you said "thank you" to the cashier after your payment?
have you even smile when they come and assist you?

as hard as you may have not notice it, these little steps can be forgotten at times and they are the ones that may brighten up that sales person's day.

i just had the best of my work day so far.
can't exactly express it in words.
i just love the moments.
it made me love work - my current work.
and i'm not so sure whether i can get this type of job the next time.
ang mors are just so friendly esp when they come in as a tourist.
while some singaporeans are just so... well.. you know..

a smile can brighten up the person's day.
and i really believe that.

"you're really a sweet person, you must have a boyfriend don't you?"
i smiled, "thank you."
i dun really wished to tell it in my blog.
but, it's just that wonderful to hear a stranger say that.
cause a stranger's saying is sometimes the honest thought of them all..

and it's sad that i can't have my friends to work with at work.
oh wells! =D

"what is love?" - quoted by that somebody

2010-03-15T22:40:00.003+08:00

if i were a boy/guy, and i've deeply fall in love with that wonderful girl, with the fact that i know that she couldn't be mine forever, i would ler her off.
because if that makes her happy, that's the SACRIFICE, a GIFT that i will do just for her.

you see, we have to control our 'nafsu' and don't let it take over us.
because if it does, that's where trouble starts.

"there's a lot of fishes in the sea."
just move on.
with looks like that, a gift from god, it won't be hard to find your's truly.

yes you've hurt us many many times.
honestly, sometimes i get pissed off over your attitude.
because maybe we're texting and i can't really know the tone of your msg.
regardless whether you're joking or not.

whatever it is, in the end, you'll say sorry.
you apologised to us.
but what i really think, is that we just want you to listen to our advices.
not just listen, but take advantage of it.

common. you're just creating more trouble for yourself.
i may not get the full story yeah.
but from what i heard, all i can say is what is typed above.
sometimes we don't get you because you yourself are making your life complicated.
don't make it complicated.
you have a choice.
would you rather live in a complicated life? or a simple life?
you see, that's the thing about you.
you like to make things complicated.
perhaps you wanted to venture out in the the 'complicated world'.
but trust me, you wouldn't want that.
cause it'll worsen your life.

i'm not saying that there'll be no complications in life.
just that, don't try to find one.
i really have to be honest.
because you're my friend.

nights.

should i trust my instincts the next time?

2010-03-14T21:40:00.002+08:00

purposely report late for work today.
haha.
thought that i would regret going to work today but it turns out otherwise.
managed to sell $3k worth of items. usually it'll be around $1.5.
super happy for no reason.

went to shop for face powder.
thought of purchasing it online but... i kind of lose my trust towards the website.
and spot the lovely lovebirds.
haha.
i should trust my instincts that i'm going to meet axe today.
cause then i can pass her the cardigan!

haha.
and i still haven't sent my poly letter.
hopefully i can still submit it 2mrw directly to the school before work.

LOL

ALLHAMDULLILAH

2010-03-12T23:17:00.003+08:00

gosh. i'm so happy despite wasting most of my time worrying.

still recovering from the numbness on my arm.
and the way the nurse(what do you call a guy who's job is as a nurse??? LOL) poke the long needle (bout 5 cm) into my veins caught my attention the most.

allhamdullilah.
hopefully there'll be nothing wrong with my health in the future..
amin.

operation day

2010-03-12T07:02:00.001+08:00

i'll tell myself, 'When i woke up, everything's going to be OK.'

toodles. =)

before friday really comes

2010-03-10T22:04:00.002+08:00

i've been having bad dreams bout friday.
i've been going through many nights with tears out of my eyes.

nobody understands how i feel. cause i nvr tell them.
i'm scared of the results.
i don't wanna be like my dad's cousin who left the world without fighting.
at first, i was really wondering why she doesn't want to get treatment.
but now, i undstnd.

sometimes i really wish to keep all of this within myself.
but i can't. cause it'll only torture me more.

yes i'm scared.
i wish i could go to sleep throughout the whole of friday and when i wake up, everything's alright.

most of all, i'm scared of the pain.

should i regret from asking my partner what happened?
cause now, fear is taking a toll out of me.

i wanna get out of this mess.
i wanna be happy.
no leisure time for me this month.
or the next.

still thinking whether should i get a new laptop or just exchange it wit my uncle's lenovo laptop.

.:ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHH:.

work work work at musuem shop

2010-03-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

work work work.
just don't be a jerk.
once u got the money,
all your days is sunny.
when there's not a penny,
your nose will all be runny
cause of the tears u cried when there's not a sigle penny.

okae. whatevers. haha.

and yes i admit tht i'm a sensitive person.

i guess all my salary will be spent on buying a new laptop. =.=
stupid laptop requirements.
wasted.

finally... a break from work.

2010-03-06T00:13:00.002+08:00

gosh. i didn't know that having at least six hours of sleep is vital for humans.
i almost landed my head on the person's shoulder who's sitting beside me in the mrt just now.
damn embarrassing. =x plus, it's not a woman, girl, lady, okae, FEMALE.

enough of that. haha.

work has been like the usual. need to maintain the shop by keeping it clean as always.
i learn a lot in through this job of mine.
from the basics to the depth of those items displayed on the shelf.

and gosh. i'm tempted to buy the wallet made from recylced tootpaste tubes. it's like checkqured design and it's beautiful. LOL. i'm so going to buy something from there that's worth remembering on my last day of work. wakakakaaa.

i purchased teenage magazine after work just nw and came across this wonderful post under the kelly collumn. it says,

"To put Shakespearean words into modern english, 'what the great people do, the common people will gossip about'."

how true. it kinda means if you're a nobody, you're safe.

simplicity rocks... (-.^)
night readers.....

museum shop day 2

2010-03-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

"People tend to remember v good or v bad employees but not average ones..." - Max Goh.

woah. he sent me a very inspiring email. but i'm not sure whether i can be that standard.
i'm still trying to overcome my 'shyness' to the customers although i love interacting and talking to them. (except for those bitchy customers of course)

i'm always scared that i'll go wrong. for exp keying in all those pin and security code numbers when i'm the cashier. but i love the way Jenny treat me. but 2mrw it's Raymon. hmmp. he made me feel 'small'.

the thing about musuem shops is that you need to be organised and be creative in displaying the products in the shop. i think it's standard in most retail shops. i gotta admit he's good. but he made me feel i'm bad in decorating or displaying the products properly. haha. but he's kind on the other hand.

working there seems lonely. i mean there's no one close i can talk to or even chat with besides with my manager and supervisor but i still need to give them the respect for their status but i dunno...

my part time partner works till 3 and after that, it'll be just the two of us handling the shop.

it's fun counting money. i think i know what electives i'll take for my biz course.
hmmp.

and friday is around the corner...
anticipating.

musuem shop - 1st day of work

2010-03-02T23:13:00.003+08:00

love the new layout? i chose it cause it's cute. LOL.
at asian civilisation museum, everything's high class and it's full of ang mors.

i almost got lost for my first day of work. =.=
that's why i hate the town area esp city hall and raffles place.
there's a lot of bridges along the singapore river and i took the wrong one.
causing me to sweat profusely when reaching the doorstep of the shop.
it's gonna be tiring but atleast it's more better than my previous job.

get to handle money!!!! i mean being a cashier. ^.^
didn't notice how much fun it can be and dangerous as well.
u might accidentally key in 1000 instead of 100.
imagine the worst that can happen.

i'm getting fat. >.<
i typed, "go morn jog" on my to-do-list but till now it hasn't even been done yet.
when i'm recovered then i'll jog.
hmmp. let's see whether i really keep up wit my sayings. haha

friday...
can't wait for that day to be over soon.
i wonder whether the anesthesia would be enough to cover up my pain and put me to sleep.
gosh. i hate it!!!!!
i hope i won't have any emotionally breakdown afterwards.
need to 'physco' myself towards thinking positively.

this is why i dislike sports activities.

2010-02-28T19:05:00.003+08:00

i once told myself, that i gave up on sports.
cause i'm stupid, and just not born as a sportsgirl.
with my butter fingers and my lady-like attitude.
it just doesn't fit.

but my trip to mount kk proved me wrong.
at least i can do something although it's not entirely sports-related.

then it comes to netball.
honestly, i love netball.
when i stepped into EVG sec, my first cca in mind was netball.
but i'm just not too confident to venture it out.
i still remember that junior who told me, "u nvr know unless u'll try."
it's my first time hearing that phrase.
i signed my name for the try out. but i nvr attend.
stupid me.
if i went, maybe, just maybe, i can be a better person now.

seeing my sist playing netball envies me.
but it's not wrong to play and join in right?
i told myself, hey, i come from a family that has 'sport quality'.
my mom was a runner back in the olden days.
while my dad used to lift weights.
so there must be a part of me where i can play my favorite sport, netball.

but it just saddens me more when there's no one to support me.
i admit i can't be the same standard as my sist.
i admit that i have butterfingers.
i admit that i have low stamina.
but dad, why can't u encourage me like what u did to my sist who's similar to me?
she fails a lot.
u help her up.
i fail A LOT.
u teased me.
i made a fool out of myself during practice yesterday with my sists.

in conclusion, i dislike netball.
i should join malay dance.
suits me better huh.
but all i do is joining clubs.

throughout my sec life, being an EXCO is wad changes me.
wondering how my poly life's gonna be.
i hope it won't stink.

i guess, what i'm good at in this family is just,
being my mom's best friend.
being a spoil brat who spends money everytime because i love shopping.
being somebody who craves attention by telling mom wad happened.
everything, MOM.
she supports me more than anybody else.
a lone ranger... yeah...

i'll try to remember to ask my husband/boyfriend one day,
"who do you love most? me? or your mom?"

if he reply me, i'll disapprove and reply back,
"i'll hate u then. if i have a son /daughter, i want him/her to love me more than anybody else cause being pregnant isn't easy and giving love to him/her is the greatest challenge every mom has to go through. and that's your mom we're talking about."

anticipating

2010-02-26T18:28:00.002+08:00

finally a proper job is there for me.
i need to exercise. my stamina is dead low ah.
i'm bored. i want to play. i want to do something i like to do.
i miss hanging out.
haish.

i'm on my own now.
have to stand on my own feet.
next week there's work training.
everything's high class.
made me feel scared. haha.
cause it'll be totally new.
exciting.
anticipating....

i broke my rules.
i ate those CHOC.
but i didn't let out my 'nafsu' to take over me.
2 choc ice cream (this was purely accidental! i seemed to forgot that i should not eat choc at that time)
nutella crackers.
2 dunkin choc donuts.
and that was all for now.
(^.^)

i think i'm going to skip poly orientation if it clashes too much with my work.

-

2010-02-23T16:36:00.003+08:00

a world of endless possibilities...

2012 doomsday?
scientist says not.
mayan calender says so.
so wad is your thought?

seeing same numbers/ repeating numbers all the time?
coincident?
some people says so.
some thinks it's cool.
while the malaysian chinese think it's bad luck if u keep seeing 444.
numerology is the game.

lots of time.
time to think.
and wasted on movies.
gosh.
can't wait to get out of house to have some fun. =D

CNY at xueer's house

2010-02-20T00:28:00.002+08:00

had a great time today. cause i spent more than half of the day at xueer's house, helping her out with the steamboat dinner. hahax.

thanks to those guys, we started late. and ended late.
was sooo tempted to eat those chocs. arh!!! =D

hoping that jun will get well soon. i just hate fevers.

and gosh. a mosquito loves my blood sooo soo much till there's 6 itchy bites on my hands. hmmp. how to sooth it ah??? hmmp..

worst cny holiday everrrrrr. GOSH.

2010-02-14T21:07:00.002+08:00

if only i didn't choose to skate.
if only i choose to just read my lib book and sit there quietly like an innocent girl.
then i would not get embarressed.
then i would not get swarmed by what it seems like a thousand of dunno-what flies who loves giving me rashes.
then i would not be insane for awhile talking to myself to keep myself motivated to survive the HORROR.
then i would not show my tantrums to everyone who sees me.

hate pasir ris park. dam lot of people. dam squeezy. gosh. why did i ever decide to go such a place?? =.=

okae.. so here's the story.
after picnic dad wanted to bg the whole family to the swamp area.
noticing that there's 8 members including me in total, one has to give up riding roller skates after much consideration.
and so it was me who was chosen since my butt is in pain from cycling before that.
i'm not a pro at skating. taking and doing baby steps is what i do.
first, i'm pissed off wit my bro who indirectly insulted me saying like, "I don't think sist can make it ah." BLA BLA BLA
then it was my mom. i have to hold on to somebody whose riding a bike if not, i'll be so behind them and there was human jam everywhere. she said i was heavy, cause i'm starting to get fat.
fed up, i said ah, "if i thin u guys joked around saying i look like a stick, now i'm starting to gain weight, u guys start to call me fat indirectly!"
everyone looked at me. i looked down.

once i reached there, the pathways were too bumpy for my skates so i say to them to go ahead.
i wait and waited outside the swamp exit till dark. that's where i hated the most.

when night comes, insects live. i can't see what type of insects were crawling all around my body but what i felt is like i'm the honey and the bees are biting on me. dam.
then i tried to endure but couldn't anymore so i made my way back to carpark.
it was dark, 'ulu', alone, while couples are around me.
i became a 'mad' person talking and motivating myself to go through the road with those painful shoes(roller skates). by that time, i'm having blisters already.

stop at the bridge, i dropped my headscarf that drops at the end of the bridge. knowing the consequences, i decided to leave it there.

then dad came along and was lucky to found me.

back to the parking lot, bro complains like a little girl, "eh. there's bugs all around. OUCH. quickly go leh" i said, "EH. U CAN SHUDDUP!"
i showed my tantrums.

i'm super sensitive today seh. i dunno y. and i can't consult my friend, CHOCOLATE cause i can't eat it anymore. T.T super not happy today.

behind those smiles lays a secret

2010-02-14T00:52:00.004+08:00

no mood to blog.
things had been going pretty well.
except for the fact of myself, my health, my well being.

gosh.
just because of this punishment god gave me and i can't even have my proper sleep cause it'll scare the hell out of me till i cry and cry and cry myself to sleep.

i just couldn't hold it any longer, and finally i let it out. not to my mom, but to my best friend. thank you very much for being there for me at 1-2am despite being tired from work all day long.

i'm scared of myself, as i dun know what's my future gonna be.
i'm scared of the world, as the people are changing from bad to worst generally
i'm scared of god, as he can do whatever he wants and lately there's another earthquake at indonesia
i'm scared of fate, as to what god had decide for me
and more.

i'm the last person to sleep in the house cause i can't get to sleep earlier like the rest.
i've been eating more and i dunno y i felt guilty when i know i wasn't supposed to.
i've been being a spontaneous type of person which i usually don't, i like to plan what i wanna do but nowadays, i always never keep up to my plans.

a change in me.

i noticed, the reason why people need to have somebody close to talk to and to love with is that it just sucks to be alone.

haish...
i miss hanging out wit the excos at studio R playing frisbee, volleyball, basketball, medicine ball, wadever.

and i stil haven't reply mr vik's question.

ok seri, b happy! xD

1 hour cycling non stop. finally there's a break.

"treasure your food cause there's others who can't eat what u have"
and this is how my sister does it.

looks like my sister's fingers were too itchy and wanted to give her a free hair trim.
yes she trimmed it herself despite knowing the consequences. oh wells. serve her right. xP

found a recipe from YOUTUBE and it turned out to be magnificent!(because of the choc. =D i can't resist chocs)
gotta bake more.

CHOCOLATE ALWAYS MADE ME HAPPY BUT NOW I'M SAD BECAUSE I CAN'T EAT CHOCOLATE.

title = don't know

2010-02-09T00:25:00.002+08:00

"i guess i'll never be yours..."

a random tagline to start a post.

it's been a long time since i've blogged.

it's not because i have no time whatsoever.

it's just that i don' t have the mood to blog.

currently slacking till the BIG DAY (190210) comes... worried yeah. scared yeah.. nervous yeah.. excited KINDA.. hopefully it won't come back. if it does, well, looks like i'm gonna face a terrible lifetime. anyway, my future's is not for me to decide fully.

so what had happened these few days...

hmmp.

well, there's Ken's bbq party aka his birthday celebration.

umm, my grandma moved to my house. it's fun to see her happy.

oh! my new bakery addiction, chocolate chip cookies! =D

does playing netball with my sisters considered as a workout exercise? it's been a long time since i sweat profusely.

and i'm trying very hard to eat at least 3 meals per day. (breakfast, lunch and dinner)

and i realised one thing, "it's so easy for you to get fat but not to be thin."

EAT EAT EAT.

it's like to the point where i really want to eat non stop.

my mom said i'm looking and acting like my dad. (the way i eat, the way i look, bla bla bla)

old saying says that if a daughter looks like it's dad then it's good in terms of the attitude towards her parents. (i got this from my grandma)

i love to believe it but i hope that it doesn't include having her father's eating habits because i really don't want to follow my dad's eating habits. no offence though.

i'm getting chubbier like my dad. and i hope i won't be you know, have his body shape. =P

he ate A LOT. he has a big apetitite which is both good and bad.

and i'm like sleeping very late nowadays. and not to mentioned waking up late too. but on the bright side, i'm not into shopping anymore! haha. reason? there's nothing to shop. LOL.

gosh, why am i even ranting about all these things in blog? wakakaka.. contradicting myself? i think i agree with it.

and i'm still confused with you.

Dover - best shampoo ? for the moment YES

2010-02-03T21:39:00.002+08:00

THANKS DOVE FOR GIVING SMOOTHNESS TO MY SUPER DRY HAIR.
wait.. why i do give credits here? there's no point? LOL.

oh ya. i'm bored. that's why.
wakakakaa...

wake up in the morn feeling like GOING BACK TO BED

2010-02-02T22:41:00.002+08:00

i woke up early today. SUPER EARLY THAN USUAL.
sent grandma.
had breakfast wit mom at macs.
shopped for socks.
home.
out shopping wit xueer.
came back home with a studded belt while my friend there had a good time getting other things instead of her cny dress. =X it was fun though.
home.
no dinner. just crackers.
comp.
waited for grandma to get back home, but she didn't. seemed like she can't let go of her other childrens who mistreated her in some way or another. hais. ego. wadevers.

currently obsessed with HEROES. AXN's so slow. now my TV is my internet. and boy, u did really shocked me. wakaka.

and there's this BIG COCKROACH that sent me and my bro running around the living room screaming like a maniac. (picture above is not owned by me. trust me, if those pest came that close to me, I'LL SCREAM MY HEARTS OUT)

david archuleta's voice is sooo.... GOSH. i'm still cant get over his songs...
crush..
a liltle not over you...
touch my hand...
and not to forget that song he sang with charice.. go DAVID!

poly... why do you have to be so far?
april... why do YOU have to be so long?

HAHA. cheers everyone. and i'm getting FAT. haven't exercise at all since school closed. no one want to teman me. nvm. alone is sometimes better. so you won't get people mocking at you. WAKAKA.

BOREDOM

2010-01-30T16:09:00.003+08:00

weekends are ON. but why am i feeling so bored at home?

the obvious answer = nothing exciting to do. great. hmmp.

should i bake brownies? but i'm too full of chocs. i've been buying cadbury almost all the time when i go to ntuc.

should i decorate my room? hmmp. maybe. but the lightbulb on my head is not switched on.

should i cook something to eat? eat eat eat only. haiz.

i wanted to watched another online movie but internet's lagging and it's no fun watching movies that interrupts every few seconds.

and mom's getting cranky of me not doing housework.

SERI YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO AH BESIDES STICKING YOUR BUTT ON THE COMPUTER CHAIR ALL DAY LONG.

i replied, I ALREADY SWEEP THE FLOOR EVERY SINGLE DAY AND IT'S FARHANA'S TURN TO DO THE CLEANING....

she shouted again from the kitchen, GO TIDY UP YOUR BED.

annoyed, i said, DAH. I ALREADY DONE THAT. I DONE MY ROOM MY BED EVERYTHING.

then she gave me the chores that i hated the most. WASH THE DISHES. man... everytime wash the dishes.. give me something else ah. like do the laundry ker...

and she always give the chores that i don't feel like i wanna do for that day.

and she won't be at peace seeing me not doing household chores.

which means, no going out.

can boredom kill people? haha

haish... i wished poly could start soon.... =)

cheers everyone.

childrens with make up = DISASTER

2010-01-29T21:29:00.002+08:00

i kept laughing at this picture. HAHA. more pics at facebook.

watched another random movie online. THE LEAP YEAR.

such a romantic and funny movie.

enjoyed watching it.

nothing much happened today.

and laptop's my companion for the day. =D

CHEERS.

name the title no. 2

2010-01-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

why's my title's like that?

cause it's anth plain old day i have to go through.

can't find a job till mid feb. so i'm currently rotting.

went cwp with my sisters today to treat them KFC.

i'm so bored at home after cleaning my grandma's room.

can't believe fast food restaurants are getting more and more expensive.

oh wells. there goes my money... hehe

there's this guy who's sitting opposite of me in KFC.

i noticed he was always looking and glance at me. (although i never glance at him back )

i hate it.

then suddenly after he went to the toilet he came up to my table and start a conversation.

he's from JB.

came to singapore for sightseeing.

but the fact is, at woodlands, there's nothing good to see. WAKAKAKAAA

and he asked how to go to the merlion statue thingy.

i told him it's far far away and you have to take mrt..

talk talk talk.

eat eat eat.

buy buy buy.

bussed back home. (is there even such a word?? = bussed) LOL

and watched anth online movie.

sick isn't it?

well, atleast it's something better to do.

watched EAGLES EYE(2008).

it made me cried at the end of the movie. (the part where the hero almost dies, but actually he's alive as it was meant to be and yes i'm very sentimental at times esp with movies. =P)

blog. sleep.

NYP HERE I COME!

2010-01-27T18:58:00.002+08:00

alhamdullilah.
business management. hmmp...
i wonder how will i be when i go in the work industry.
wakakaka.
i think i have another new year resolution(i know it's too late already but who cares?) is to work hard on my poly years and try to get a bursary or scholarship or whatsoever that's good. =D

i can't wait to start my poly life. xP

name your own title

2010-01-26T21:20:00.001+08:00

nothing particular for today.
watched new moon - online. hehe.
it's all mushy mushy love story. yuckss. i rather read it's bloody thick book.
other than that, my day ends with a pain on my tooth. owwwww...

happenings.

2010-01-25T22:26:00.002+08:00

1.) SHOPPING WITH AXE
i dislike bugis street. i think it's worst than geylang during the festive season. lol.

2.)PAINT ROOM
i changed my room, coated it with a fresh new colour and new layout of furnitures etc.

3.)APPOINTMENT
great. as expected. doc say it's common but it's uncommon too. simply saying, i'm a weird person. =D

4.)HOUSE CHORES
clean clean clean all the way.

i'm happy on the outside but nobody knows how i feel on the inside.
CHEERS.

bbq at christine's house

2010-01-23T00:02:00.002+08:00

today is the BOMB. i dunno y i called it 'the BOMB'. i just like it. =P

back from johore.

phew.

no traffic jams, human jams, strawberry jam whatsoever which is good!

came back to spore with 'illegal items'. MUAHAHAHA..

can't find it spore.

used to have in spore.

but banned by the government.

u shud know.. heheheheheeeeeee....

fun all the way from eating 'chowtar' (i dunno how to spell) chickens to playing ball with those cute little childrens!!! =D

pictures uploaded in facebook.

it's not much but atleast it would bg back memories. =))

and my butt and both thigh is still feeling sore from playing the see saw.

THANKS so much christine for organizing it! =]

although not all excos and friends managed to attend, it was still fun indeed.

CHEERS EVERYONE.